I made a choice today...

Sunday mornings I have no choice.

It doesn’t matter whether I feel good about my prep or not - whether I am full of energy or not - under the weather or not.* At 9:30 I am at church and in the pulpit, welcoming folks to worship.

On the first Sunday of my renewal leave I dropped Cami off at work, then a couple hours later went to the 830am service at 1st Lutheran in Onalaska. As I entered in, I noticed a different spirit within me. I didn’t have a spirit of critique or “I’d do it this way.” I was simply able to be another soul in God’s presence. It felt good to be led by another in worship. It felt good to be welcomed. Even though I walked in solitude a half hour to get there from our home and sat alone in the sanctuary, I didn’t feel alone. Walking up to the front of the sanctuary, kneeling on the rail and receiving communion I was overcome with a sense of gratitude in God’s presence. It was a moving experience in a real and memorable way that is hard to describe.

I had a deep sense of the breadth of the family of God — for the space and welcome at !st Lutheran — and for my beloved church family at First Pres in La Crosse. I know that you are “with” me, and I know that I go with God on this adventure. Thank you!

*Dave C thanks for your offer that I can always give you a last minute call. May it not have to be so :)